I hate doing this, because the second I do I end up making myself a total liar, but I don't think I'm going to be posting for a little while.

With the events of the past few months, Monday's drama, the hormonal changes associated with miscarriage and now the birth control pills, I'm in a really bad place emotionally. The bitterness in that last post? Tip of the iceberg.

So, I'll be back when I'm more upbeat. Hopefully, I'll also be lighter.

Sometimes it is really, really hard to be upbeat. Sometimes things just stink. I'm so sorry.