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October 27, 2005

performance anxiety

I'm a little anxious about the WW meeting tonight. On the one hand, my weigh in this morning was good--I'm back down to 174. However, my last official WW weigh-in was on a Saturday morning, so I'm a little afraid that I'm going to gain just because of the evening weigh-in. What makes this more frustrating is that I'm only 1.2 lbs away from the 5 lb loss, and I'd really like to make it this week. I want my bookmark, dammit!

It's weird to me that I've lost consistently these last 2 weeks, since I haven't exactly been a pillar of weight watchers virtue. I haven't been eating vats of pudding or anything, but I've had a seriously loose grip on my plan. I felt a little guilty last meeting when the weigh-in lady asked me whether I was doing flex or core, because while I'm meaning to do core, I'm really just kind of winging it over here. I haven't journaled a meal since...well, probably since that first week. I've been drinking a lot of water, and exercise has been okay, but really? That's it. Yet, I've lost nearly 4 lbs.

I guess these things go in cycles...I do everything right for 6 months and lose nothing, let everything go and gain a few pounds, then suddenly all I have to do is think about a plan and the weight drops off. It makes no sense. And because it makes no sense, I'm nervous about what the scale might say tonight.

Posted by Joy at October 27, 2005 09:54 AM
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