almost coherent, but not quite there

Well, hello there!

You'll be happy to know that I haven't been posting because I've been extremely busy, not because I went off on a clomid-induced homicidal rampage, and had no computer access from jail. Nope, just working a lot.

Not working OUT a lot, though. I'm 1 for 3 days this week. As I type this, another part of my brain is trying to talk me out of working out today, too. This is silly, though, since I only plan to walk the track, and how hard is it really to walk the track? And it's nearly 50 degrees out, so it might be pleasant. I brought a jacket, even. So in other words, LALALALALALALA I can't hear you, Lazy Brain LALALALALA.

I AM eating a lot, unfortunately. Not really so much today, but yesterday was a bit of a junkfest. I'm not going to get into details, but let's just say that there was chocolate involved. And, were overeating a crime, the vending machine could be charged as an accessory. Or, since it is an inanimate object, it could probably just be taken into evidence. Whichever. I ate a lot of crap yesterday, that's all I'm saying.

Today is better...I had a couple cookies this morning, and a sugared drink with lunch, but everything else has been healthy or quasi-healthy. Lunch was Subway, since I couldn't face the Lean Cuisine today, though I really should have just gone ahead with the box lunch because Subway still sucks--I don't know why I thought it'd be different this time. Long line, mediocre sandwich, rude and/or disorganized service. But they do take debit cards now, so woo! (I hate carrying cash.)

The other good thing is the Clomid effects seem to be tapering off. I'm still fairly irritable, and I still have that whole "I can't sleep/but OH GOD I'M SO EXHAUSTED" thing going, and sometimes I want to crawl under my desk and cry. But I haven't snapped at anyone since 8:00 or so, AND the bloating is going away! So that's progress. I keep taking my temperature because that's supposed to tell me when I ovulate or something. It's been so long since I got the prescription that I don't remember what I'm supposed to be looking for. I think the temperature is supposed to go up when/if I ovulate, but maybe it's down. I guess I'll just look for changes...I have a hard enough time remembering to check it at all, let alone chart it.

So anyway, I guess I'll go walk now, before Lazy Brain really starts yelling.

It is supposed to go up.

thanks! I thought that's what it was.