I am posting a weigh-in entry to say I am not weighing in. Oh, sure, I stepped on the scale this morning...but the number it gave me was so far from acceptable that I refuse to acknowledge that I saw it at all.
It terrifies me how easy it is to put the weight back on, and how quickly it comes back. I've been slacking for about 3 weeks now, and I have managed to undo over 2 months of progress. Now, granted, these have been an up-and-down two months. Still, it's frustrating that while I have to fight for every ounce that comes off the scale, I can put on pounds and pounds with virtually no effort whatsoever.
I know that my body doesn't want to be fat. I'm not a naturally fat person, and I don't believe there's any such thing. Still, this is one of the few things in my life that I've actually had to work for diligently and constantly, and it's really starting to wear me down.
My habits have taken a serious dive, and I'm taking this weigh-in as a wake-up call. I really, really need to get back on track with the water, pills, and not eating everything within a 3-foot radius of wherever I am. Oh, and working out every day would be nice, too.
Posted by Joy at December 17, 2003 09:55 AM