fucking it up already

barely one week into a new 4-week period, and already I'm blowing a goal. As of this morning, I am 10 flexpoints in the hole. *sigh* And that's being generous, since I know there are things that I "forgot" to journal yesterday. Not to mention that free day on Saturday. Why can't I stay on track? Why am I not happy with a good week unless I can follow it by 6 or so bad ones?

I'm hoping the damages won't be too bad tomorrow, but I'm not optimistic. Oh well...tomorrow starts a new week.