improvement, and some whining

well, day before weigh-in, I'm down to 191.5. Still a gain from 4 weeks ago, but a loss since last week. I'm hoping to drop a little bit more by tomorrow morning, if I'm really careful about what I eat today and what I do. Even if I do end up with a net gain for these four weeks, I have no one to blame but myself.

I'm planning on a workout tonight, if my roommate's new love interest isn't at the house again. My plan is to do the upper-body FBW + abs, followed by a 2-mile WATP. This should make up for not walking yesterday at all, and if I don't take a break day tomorrow, that'll catch me up on the CF schedule. I don't know what I'll do if New Guy's at the house, though. It's one thing to break out the spandex and weight bench with just the 3 of us, but I try not to go all spastic workout girl in front of strangers.

Speaking of working out in front of strangers, I'm toying with the idea of going to the gym on a per-use basis. I don't use it enough to justify a membership, but I'd like to be able to go and swim laps or use the elliptical machine every once in a while. I'm not sure how much it costs per instance, but I'm sure it would be more economical for me than the $37/month I was paying to go once every couple months.

I have to do something. I've been feeling majorly worn down lately, and bored out of my mind.

(long ranty whine deleted)