194.6. I HATE MY BODY.
At 6:15, I weighed 192. Then I went to the Champions Fit walk, and I came back weighing 195. After peeing several times, I managed to get it down to 194 on my scale. I understand why it's fluctuating, but I hate that it does it EVERY FUCKING WEIGH-IN DAY.
I also hate weight watchers meetings, and I am never going to another one. Ever, ever, ever. I am going back to nude weights on Wednesday mornings. It's just better for my sanity.
And right now, I'm going to IHOP to eat an insane amount of calories, because really, what's the fucking point? Work my ass off for a week straight, and I end up with a loss of LESS THAN HALF A POUND. Ugh.
Total weight change this week: -0.4
Posted by Joy at July 19, 2003 10:04 AMJoy, put down the pancake. Nice and easy... now take a deep breath, and remember the whole reason you started getting fit to begin with. You can't snap your fingers, wiggle your nose, wave your wand, or click your heels and magically be at your goal weight.
Yeah, I know you know this. But read it again. This is a long process, full of cravings denied and muscles protesting, but you are moving in the right direction. So get back here, and keep working at it- you'll make it!
Posted by: Kat on July 19, 2003 02:24 PM