jitters

I leave to go to tonight's WW meeting in about 10 minutes. For some reason, I've got butterflies in my stomach. WTF? I've been dieting for over 5 months. It's not like this is my very first weigh-in or anything. It's not even a weigh-in after an atrociously bad week. It's just an ordinary weigh-in. Why am I so nervous about it?

I guess it's because I'm afraid I'll post a gain for the first time since I joined weight watchers. I didn't really gain any weight...it would all be time of day and clothing issues. Still, it's only been 5 days since my last weigh-in, my eating hasn't been exemplary this week, and I just drank a diet pepsi, so I just know I've got an extra 12 oz. in my system. I'm just not ready. My scale was kind to me this morning though, weighing in at 194.2...so who knows? I guess I'll just have to weight and see...(get it? "weight and see"? Yeah, it wasn't really that funny. Or at all.)