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March 27, 2003

things I know

I know that I will not weigh over 200 lbs. forever.

I know that I should be proud of my progress, since this is the longest I've ever stuck with any diet/fitness plan/whatever.

I know that I wouldn't get so discouraged if I just forced myself to weigh less often. (I was 203.2 this morning, btw)

I know that this candy bar is 360 calories, and I should not eat the whole thing.

But I feel like I will weigh over 200 forever.

But I don't feel proud, and all I can see is the months and months ahead--an eternity.

But I can't seem to keep away from the scale.

But I did it anyway.

Posted by Joy at March 27, 2003 03:35 PM

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